Inside the female on female relationship

Hey to everyone out there! So, I guess you're wondering what lesbian relationships are like from an insiders perspective? Well, I'm no expert, but I have had my share of lesbian relationships.

I'm not sure if I've explained how polarity works. You see attraction is really a magnetization and... magnetism requires some sort of polarity. Polarity is created by two opposites interacting and therefore forming a cohesive whole. Get the drift? A positive and negative magnet are by the laws of physics magnetically drawn together and therefore able to bond, with minimal resistance, and actually attract as two parts of an equation.

Anyone out there know what happens when two magnets of the same polarity interact? They actually are repelled by eachother and it takes considerable force to keep them together. Female sexual relationships counter the laws of physics.

So, I ask you this...if marriage is the uniting of two people, how is it that two females can truly achieve this magnetic union? The answer is, in truth, they can not bond as male and female naturally and instinctively do. Don't get me wrong...things of the same polarity can be manipulated to make themselves appear united, they cannot however become a truly integrated, complimentary whole. It requires a yin and a yang to achieve an equilibriated union and thus applies the term "opposites attract".

So, how do these long term lesbian couples do it? I believe it's friendship. Girls are meant to be friends and support eachother...after all if they can't really merge and their energies preventing them from the deep energetic union and complimentation of opposite gender relationships, women are in fact only capable of being friends with eachother, regardless if they can sexually stimulate eachother and mimic a male/female relationship which all homosexuals do. Be Honest.

Women will do what they do and want what they want and my experience has been that with lesbians we've manipulate reality in a way that does not contribute toward our evolution. Bending universal truths, to meet a personal desire does not change the universal truth. I've only bore witness to the illusion that I could have what a man and woman have with another woman has evaporated time and time again. Actually merging with someone of the same polarity has proved impossible, other than re-creating an experience of being merged as a mother, or with one. I believe other lesbians may actually be satisfied because they aren't achieving that vulnerable state which being with the opposite sex requires.

I know I've addressed "the lie" in previous posts...the pretending to be the opposite sex as a homosexual and creating the illusion of polarity that Gays invariably play out. My experience is that women don't actually have the capacity to complete eachother spiritually, psychologically, or physically (obviously). I've had great moments of ecstacy with women which I believed at the time was union, however I see it now as being no more than romantic ideation. I never imagined I would find my self facing the realizations I do today and they are not based on my relationships not working. My realizations are based on me stopping my bullshit pretending after realizing these truths as universal.

Additionally, I feel sex between women is tempting because it's so easy to get off. There is truly something about perversion that feeds stimulation. I think it's the idea of getting caught with our hands in the cookie jar. I'm not sure why it's so hard to see that this is really not a far cry from the kind of perversion pedafiles have with children.